I love my job.
I really love my job.
Most people would hate doing what I do... there's benn times when I've questioned why I do it... but for some reason I really love it.
I'm never bored, I'm constantly compelled to grow and develop but not threatened. I'm not bossed around. I'm appreciated and encouraged. I've been there a week and they've already given me a nickname.. Taking Back Amy. It could use work but I dunno... I just love it.
The problem is... it doesn't really fit well with some of the other things in my life. It's great for the fact that I'm so busy that I don't have time to worry about boys, friends, things that cost money, etc. But it stinks because most of the time I'm so off my high when I get home that I'm kind of a zombie with my family... and now I kinda feel like they're crowding my space.... which makes me feel so bad because I feel that that's disrespectful. But I just feel like I can't give them everything they want out of me.
It also stinks because the more I move up in the company, the more tempted I will be to move and expand with the company. That sucks because it means a total change in everything... which is what I want, but I know everyone else will be upset about it.
Basically what I'm considering is moving to North Carolina to that branch because I have great potential for growth and because it would be great for me as a person. New scenery, a chance to grow by living on my own, a chance to get closer to what I want... I dunno, there's alot of good things... but the bad part is that it would be bad for lots of other people. It would hurt my dad's feelings.. alot. My grandma would be by herself with the two guys... I wouldn't be here to support friends that might need me... I dunno.
I'm in such a rut. It's such a great personal conflict because I want it so bad but the last thing in the world that I want to do is hurt the people that I care about... even though in the long run it could help my parents alotttt financially.
Anyone with advice please help...
I really love my job.
Most people would hate doing what I do... there's benn times when I've questioned why I do it... but for some reason I really love it.
I'm never bored, I'm constantly compelled to grow and develop but not threatened. I'm not bossed around. I'm appreciated and encouraged. I've been there a week and they've already given me a nickname.. Taking Back Amy. It could use work but I dunno... I just love it.
The problem is... it doesn't really fit well with some of the other things in my life. It's great for the fact that I'm so busy that I don't have time to worry about boys, friends, things that cost money, etc. But it stinks because most of the time I'm so off my high when I get home that I'm kind of a zombie with my family... and now I kinda feel like they're crowding my space.... which makes me feel so bad because I feel that that's disrespectful. But I just feel like I can't give them everything they want out of me.
It also stinks because the more I move up in the company, the more tempted I will be to move and expand with the company. That sucks because it means a total change in everything... which is what I want, but I know everyone else will be upset about it.
Basically what I'm considering is moving to North Carolina to that branch because I have great potential for growth and because it would be great for me as a person. New scenery, a chance to grow by living on my own, a chance to get closer to what I want... I dunno, there's alot of good things... but the bad part is that it would be bad for lots of other people. It would hurt my dad's feelings.. alot. My grandma would be by herself with the two guys... I wouldn't be here to support friends that might need me... I dunno.
I'm in such a rut. It's such a great personal conflict because I want it so bad but the last thing in the world that I want to do is hurt the people that I care about... even though in the long run it could help my parents alotttt financially.
Anyone with advice please help...
