Well... I've made it a while without it bothering me that I'm not with someone.
I've had alot of nice self discovery and personal growth... but for some reason a dream last night made me realize that there's still something missing.
I know what I wanted... and couldn't have. Still can't... and I decided to look for something different, but there's still not alot to reach for. But I have to say, it's very satisfying to know that you are single for the right reasons, and not just cause there's nothing there.
Sigh... I just keep wondering how I'll know when I make that other person truly happy... and not just that they stick around because they think i'm cute.
Any suggestions?
(BTW, just as an update, i've really been loving life alot more these days...)
I've had alot of nice self discovery and personal growth... but for some reason a dream last night made me realize that there's still something missing.
I know what I wanted... and couldn't have. Still can't... and I decided to look for something different, but there's still not alot to reach for. But I have to say, it's very satisfying to know that you are single for the right reasons, and not just cause there's nothing there.
Sigh... I just keep wondering how I'll know when I make that other person truly happy... and not just that they stick around because they think i'm cute.
Any suggestions?
(BTW, just as an update, i've really been loving life alot more these days...)